UPDATING

Posstttttt .  haha Allians... how are you all doing ? im asking and you should say "okay,just fine,soso etc" not just continue to read this . apa-apa jelah . Yah its been awhile . well Im not a serious blogger yang do review or modelling and other things yang a blogger often do . I write when i got something to say but no one to listen , when i'm too sad or too mad , when i purposely want someone to read , when i broken-hearted , when i got something to share and when i have time to post .I GOT SOMETHING TO SHARE .

haha Rajin jaja update blog bila 2days more ja before SPM . I hate it . Seriously , im not studying at all . AT ALL . I dont know why . Depression maybe? Everything just seems so wrong that i couldnt bear .
All i do these days is badminton . 'diet' and 'thin' . (no nasi for two months) ya i lose some weight but  i got gastric in return . i remembered it when i told my mom that by diet-ing i can save money  but i ended up going to 24/7 clinic and threw money away just like that .My hands shivvered and i couldnt even close my eyes well.It felt like someone twisted your stomach and tied it up like sweets packaging .OUCH. Worse, It cost me Rm150 for medicine and injection plus doctor's advice (murmur) that i never asked for. What a terrible day . So my no-nasi mission ended on that morning. Hmm

Online Shopping . Im so into it ! Idk , i started to beronline-shopping ni after i created my instagram account . (SYAZAJAJASJ), you can find me if you have one ! Comment for follow back , Im not following silent strangersss. Okay, back to OnlineShop . what i like more about online shopping is i can easily check the price range and differentiate it . There's like thousands of instashop (instagram online shop)  in Malaysia, you can purchase anything like  Hijabs, shoes,shirts,jeans,Denim,palazzo,local brand,beauty product , etc . You can contact me on facebook(syazajajasj) to ask for the best instashop with the best price . I will surely recommend you .What's on trend today?? Ask me ;) For hijabsters , Glitter shawl,bawal and halfmoon are popular these days . usually the price are RM30inc postage. I can tell you which instashop sell cheaper with good quality ;) For beauty products like Ibu Putih,Arche Cream etc, theres a lot of fake products since the products have been sold for quite a long time. Be careful . Once you buy a wrong one , you may get skin problems . With that , i can help you to tell the originality of products by packaging and texture . Anything just ask ! For ones who want to buy clothes , jeans, etc . Please ask for measurement . It might not fit you well . Also ask for the materials used ,especially for those who has sensitive skin .And ! Ask for real picture because instashops usually use google pictures , so things may not up to your expectation . But so far , since i bought clothes before , im satisfied .

Product Review . For girls yang cari beauty product and dont know what to buy (sebab banyak sangat). You can search on google (fynahere) and click her blog .Or just follow her instagram . She do lots of product reviews . \But since banyak make up review, sila scroll more  or  tekan  older post banyak kali ye .okay? Nak cantikkan ,kene rajin buat research ! For man, i personally recommend Instabright skincare or ibu putih by Jannalawwa . OH ye , Ibu putih got two different owner with a same product name , One from Janna(pink sticker) and one from Nina (blue sticker) . Two different products . Lot of people are confuse even some sellers also confuse too , So i made my own research and noted that .(Just an information) But again , beware of fake products !

Dropship Agent soon-to-be . Since i love to shop online and love to promote i decided to start my own online shop . But since i am too young to take those risk i need to deal with soon , so i decided to start it by being a dropshipper . It is easier and less risk .You can google to know more about dropshipping .  Yes, i need your support! If it goes well, i will start my own online shop and definitely gonna inform you Allians ! ;)



Fuhhh !~ Got lot more to tell but im sleepy . Gonna hit the sack and warm myself . Adios Allians .


                                                   sincerely syazajajasj

Better and worse

2013 . Hello allians ! Here comes my first update for this year,i think there'll be no new year wishes because it's already MARCH soon comes APRIL . I wasnt updating because our network had been stopped by mom. People may think that this kind of situation wont happen to me but it happened and i felt so bored and it was suck.I started this year with bored life and i wonder now what will happen next.

However,thanks ma . Atleast i got to learn few new things and it worth it . Yes,i used to say "without twitter,you re lifeless" but after i had been apart from twitter about three months, i dont think that i was a lifeless person at that moment.Seriously,I got to learn hangeul alphabet and i could understand korean words now.Plus,i involved in some competitions and it was great .I also got to learn some other things too.I tell you,i'll never regret with what  ive done so far .

Better and worse .
Ofcourse i was talking about my life . If you read my last year posts,i bet you might have a hard time to find any post  that shows 'happiness" . Last year was all about how my life had been ruined. Friendship,love,study,EVERYTHING seems so wrong .2012 was really a disaster to me.

2013.Alhamdulillah ,my life is getting better now but some other things seem to be worse. Friendship, my old  bestfriend is now a new friend to me.We decided to not talking about the quarrel we had.It is nice to be friend again. But,theres a wonder thought of sincerity. I wonder if she was sincered or just acting in order to look nice.I wonder if she really sorry.Suspicious.

Love. i already decided to stop. To never get involved in continuos love dramas anymore .I think it is enough to suffer once .I wont let myself to be lied to and hurt over and over again. Tired.

Study.On my own thought,i think i need to improve a lot .Train has left me behind. I have to catch up dozens of subject by now. In order to be success i must do something instead of nothing .I hope it is not too late for me to have a step forward. Pray.

Yes,Life is getting better and i have to be thankful .Whenever it gets worse, i need to be ready and strong .

Guys, It is too late to wish 'happy new year' so i wish you all the best especially to SPM-ers. May you all have a nice life! Adios.

                  Good things do come to an end but it is all up to you    
                                                                syazajaja sj

Nothing ?

Helllooo~~
 errrrmmmmm?
errkkkkk?
errrr?

bored . . . . .?

ermm...?

naaa~~ im in mood of blogging but fucking have no idea of what to write on .

i have no story to be told .

It is still 2012 .
the worst year ever .
yes .

   life ?
still
stay 

shit
shitter

Thats it .
im bored
bored of life
bored of you
bored of judgemental people
bored of fake friends
bored of cassanova
bored of myself too .

im done .
done with evrything .

im walking through 2012 street now
soon reach rainbow.
i need to be strong.
A couple of months more .
and new life will starts .
i'll be better

emm

im clueless
stop here

sincerely
syazajaja sj

REALIZE

HE HAD SUCH A QUIET EYES

If only i am smart enough .
i would be free from hows and whys .
Thanks "Allah" im not render you paradise .

Pleasure-seeking guy

sincerely ,
never compromise

FooL

HOHO

"YOU ,I MOVE ON, WITH ***** .
KITA KAWAN JE K . :-) HARAP U BHAGIA"

Move on ?
huh?
really?
huh?
i Am the one who needs to MOVE ON.
not YOU .
you are the one who broke all of your promises .
not ME.
i told you that i love you .
and yess i mean it .
you told me that you love me
and yess you are LYING
a LIAR will always be a LIAR

2012
i waste my life on this year
i threw away evrything
all i did is just to be "happy" with you
but shits got WORSE

"HARAP YOU BAHAGIA"
huh?
really?
huh?
you left me for not once but TWICE
then you expect me to be happy ?
really?
REALLY?
heyyyy~~~
i know that you are not stupid .
cause you are really good at
"lying"
"acah regreting"
"says sorry"

lalalalalala~~

and
IF one day , you REALLY regret of what you've done to me,
just want to remind you ,
that im not as STUPID as before .
and NOT easy to fall back .
AGAIN !

AND if you really want "me" to be happy .
the right thing to do is STAY AWAY~~
no need
to
"jilat bende yang kau dah ludah"

naaaaa~~~

sincerely,
your fucking victim

BIOLOGY

TODAY
Tasik dekat Taman Tasik
4Alpha~4Delta

having a lots of fun with bio today.



 our lovely bio teacher .
Madam Roselenda :3
(mendongak kelangit kau ! )

we have to collect what we've found and put it in this err jar ?
centipede ! cuptetemes! worms! and some unknowns!

the cutest "makcik kebun" i guess?
hahahaha
i have a lot to do,no time to care about my looks .
school is school

the selenge one !
me and Fini !
hahahaha
we always have time to capture .
no matter where,when and how!
haha

hungry boys !


tade gambar makan !
busy eating !

on the way back to our school !
yang kaus tuh aku !

lolat's group presentation!

after presentaion !



naaaaaaaaaaaa~~~
the only day i love to study !
and yess, today activities really help me a lot .

Photos by Afini

syazajaja

BestFriendShiT

HOLLA !

literally miss my blog .
no update for last four months .
busy of studyinggg . .
hell no .
im addicted to twitter moreeeeee than studying .
hahahaha
(un-defined me)

2012
what a darn shit life i had on this year .
 all that shit that i've learned a lot from .



after four years being stupid,
now , i am smart enough to know what friendshiT really is .
"dont break your friendship just because of nonsense things"
im not , she did .
i tried to fix evrything up , but she's not .
she never .

situation did changed me .
im not stupid .
not gonna "tunduk" pada orang yang "ego"

how i wish that one fine day,
she will realize how ego she is .
andddd says "im sorry"
for atleast once .

Dear, im not your good friend , not a good advicer .
but atleast , i tried to be .
and it seems like not enough .
and now, im fucking sick of trying to be nice to you .

lalalalalalalala~~~

sincerely,
your ex-evrything .

e x a m !

hello there!

here i am in MAY !

a new post post here !

*sigh*

THERE WERE A LOT OF BITTERNESS IN APRIL AND MARCH !

BUT I LET IT JUST BE PAST!

 now! it is MAY !!

im hoping for a better chapter of my life !

a life with no haters!with no tears!

all i want is H A P P I N E S S !!

BUT WAAAAAIIIIIIITTTTTTT!! 

|

|

|

hell yeah ! MID-TERM E X A M  is coming !!!!

and I AM NOT HAPPY !

STTTRRREEEEEEEESSSSSSS ! 

*acting like gary oppa*

FOR S U R E !

bila sentuh buku last minit ! *aiyooo*

haiiiyyyyyaaaaa !!!!

im a taichi girl! eh?

BUT THIS IS ME NOW!

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

v

still pretending like i am cute !

wasting time by twittering and facebook-ing !

feels free like there is no E X A M !

and then later i will be this way

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

|

v

menyesal tak sudah -.-

the conclusion is there's no new update for this two

e x a m i n a t i o n weeks !

GOODBYE PEEEPPPPPPSSSSS!!!!

SINCERELY ME,

syazajaja sj

keep in touch

SAYA


CUBA


TERIMA


SEMUANYA



Sincerely me,
syazajaja sj

oneday u'll regret . TRUST me

i collected all heartbreak quotes and i hope you'll realize how much you hurts me . .

thank you for everything you did,im HAPPY , well atleast for a while and i AM thankful.
for now on,i am done with you .

YES, YOU ARE !!

BUT NOW,YOU WILL NEVER KNOW CAUSE THERE'S NO TURNING BACK .

I WISH I CAN KNOW THAT SINCE EARLY .

YESS YOU ARE, AND I WONDER WHY??

(UNAPPRECIATED)

I'VE BEEN FOOLED BY YOU .

I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WILL  TILL YOU DID

AND YES I AM LOSING YOU

(AND sumday u'll regret for letting me go)

BERHENTI BERHARAP !!

as you wish , from now on i will .

i'll stop waiting

i'll stop hoping

but yess i need time .

I AM HAPPY FOR BOTH OF YOU .

just dun be too mean please .

i'm tired of crying!!

im tired of pretending that i am okay !!

ermmmm :'(

i'll stop here,
and gave up .

sincerely me,

syazajaja sj

I-city (l0ts of l0ve)

BERTARIKHKAN 21/03/2012

BERWAKTUKAN 8 PAGI-12.30 PAGI

(ayat skema weyh)

AUNI SYAFIQA <3 raarrwww^^

Masa nie dekat MSU . orang tuh ckp nie bilik cermin ajaib >.<

HAFIZE DAN AKMAL=)

(keme terpukau apa dgn kamera?? )

AELIA dan AMY

(dah semestynya diaorang comel)

lepAS pergi MSU kiterang pergi ICT . msoklah tmpt salji !!.tuh yang semua pakai baju orang ESKIMO >.<

me and ABANG B0N >.<(dye bek,comel)

(abaikan muka aku,time tuh aku gelak masa nak tergelincir)

ajiem DAN adit >.<

(GAMBAR SPONTAN)

well lepas keluar dri tmpat salji tuh aku frozen .then lepak dgn drg nielah >.<

sebab aku tak jumpa kawan2 aku @_@

ABANG DIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

 TIME NIE CIKGU dah membebel suroh naek bas .aku sempat tangkap gmba lagi >.<

SI awan NAN0 ajiem >.<(SEMPAT LAGY)

ADITYA!!!

(on my way to bus)

{gigi KAPAK aku ketara nampak . shit -,- }

INI AKULAH SIAPA LAGI aiyoo0000ooo >.<

masa nie aku dah wasted gila >.< tapi tak boleh tido sebab sumthing yang annoying happen @_@

geli geli geli!! tak sanggop seyh!! hormatilah aku sebagai seorang PERMPUAN!!

ahhh LUPAKAN!! so apa lagy .tangkap gambarlah . mana ada lampu situh aku tangkap .

SAMPAI sekolah pukol 12.30 lebih . then balek abg aku amek .>.<
sampai rumah . ONLINE . tido >.<

HABES SUDAH KISAH I-CITY aku >.< hahahaa

sory,CAMERA samsung CORBY jer >.<

sebab tuhlah gamba tak lawo >.<

hahahahaha

sincerely me,

syazajaja sj 

Hello stalker ;)

GADIS YANG DIPANGGIL JAJA ;)

hari memuji diri ;)
(berbangga)

atototo comelnyaaa dia >.< muka nampak matang @_@

APA YANG AWAK SEMUA PERLU TAHU TENTANG SAYA ;)

bersabar dengan kerenah haters ;)

tidak pernah sumpah seranah haters ;)
(haters,thank you)

tak pernah pulak reka cerita dan menceritakan sumthing yang tak pasty @_@
(maseh belum bengap)

tak suka maki-maki orang laen ;)

suka,sayang,cinta stalker ;)
(love you so much sayang)

tidak pernah benci orang sampai LIANG LAHAD  ;)
(berdosa sebagai seorang muslim )

tidak suka mengaibkan orang laen ;)
(e.g. mengaibkan org laen di blog sendiri)

seorang yang pemaaf ;)
(walupon sringkali dihina tanpa sebarang sebab yg pastinya benar)

saya kenal apa itu erti perngorbanan ;)

h0rmat milik orang !!
(saya tak pernah pulak cuba rampas laki orang)

Pesanan ringkas ikhlas daripada saya kepada awak semua,
KALAU MASEH BELOM MENGENALI SIAPA SAYA,
TIDAK PERLULAH BERKATA-KATA TENTANG KEBURUKAN SAYA MAHUPON ORANG LAIN ;)

DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER !!
(SAMELAH SEPERTI MANUSIa ;)
JANGAN KERNA APA YANG AWAK LIHAT,DENGAR,BACA,AWAK SUDAH BOLEH MENILAI SIAPA ORANG ITU SEBENARNYA ;)

DEar readers,semua yang tertulis tidak bertujuan utk mengdog sesiapa,hanya secebis nukilan ikhas daripada saya dan luahan hati seorang gadis :).mintak maaf kalau terasa :)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ;)

~the end~

sincerely by,syazajaja sj

i love scho0l (BUDAK SEKOLAH) (Y)

aku addicted dgn camera <3 harap maklom!!! ta suka!! tekan (X) abes ceritakan syg???

BUDAK SEKOLAH LAGI NIE!!!!

mase nir blek skolah!! PJ la!! on lappy teros bukak webcam tangkap!!! haha
so boleh dikatakan nie muka wasted+bajet cute!!!
dah diam!!!jangan ckp bnyk :P

tu jer assalamualaikum ;)

by,syazajaja sj <3

mweeeheeee ;)

CHANGE ;) macam orang cakap manusia boleh berubah ;) dari jahat ke baik,dari baik ke jahat ;) ik0tla keadaan ,masa dan niat maseng2 !!
NIAT???
kalau berubah !! niat tuh yang penting !! pastikan semua kerana Allah!! tapi skarang nie kebnyakannya berubah untuk orang laen !! ade yang berubah sebb kekasih,ade yang berubah sbb mul0t orang, dan macam-macamlah ..peduli ape orang kata !! yang penting kita jadi diri sendri!! kalau kita rase diri kita cukop bek,stay or jadi lebeyh baek lagy !! tapy kalau rasa diri belom cukop baek,berubah la jady yang baek :) tak susah syg ;) perubahan mngambil masa,mcam experiment jugak kan??kan?? sl0w n steady jer la ;) ta perlu tergesa-gesa nie. CALM D0WN baby <3 pe0ple always talk ;) BAEK atau BURUK orang tetap akan bercakap :) kita tak boleh nak tutup mulut orang ;) itu anugerah yang ALLAH  bagy dekat mereka ;) sabar jelar ;) watlek watpeace (Y) diamlah diaorang lama-lama ;)
eh eh eh ,membebel pulak kita !! nak cakap pasal kita pulak lah :P
boleh?? tak boleh takyah smbung baca :P
cakap pasal perubahan tady kan??kita pon adelah berubah jugak ;) dari "adek" (dunia khayalan) dah jady "kakak" banyk adek angkat !! jeles?? ;P kita ta penah mintak yea ;)diaorang yang datang ;) oke nak belagak ;) ish ish !! dulu kita free hair dlm FB nie !! but n0w,semua gmbar baru yang kita post kita letak yang pakai tudung >.< hehe well !! bukannya berlagak alim ;) tadela alim mne ;)
satu lagy bende yang slu berubah-ubah !! rasanya korang pon sama!! M00D!! berubah2 kan?? jyeaaahhh!!!!
happy,sedeyh,marah.muddy,bosan semua ade taw taw taw!!sapa tade tak normallah tuh :P
OKE OKE OKE!! dah leteyh nak cakp banyak banyak ;)
asslamualaikum ;)
CHANGE N BE BETTER N0T W0RST <3

sincerely me,
nursyazasahaja sj

alhamdulillah :)

 hello korang ,hari nie 22 disember  ..hari bersejarah buat kita nieyh XD

sebenarnye buat sume budak2 f3 thun 2011 :)

alhamdulillah aku dapat capai target 8A . . :D

ad rmi org tanye kite dpat  berpe kita jawabla . .then tak percaye!!~~ =.=

kenape??muke kita nieyh tak layak ker dpt 8A??

so..kita nak tunjok bukti ak betol2 dpt 8A XD

oke . .kita takder niat nak menunjok !!~~minta maaf~~

before dapat result . .kite ade buat janjy nak buat video nyanyi lagu bruno mars !!~
klu ta dpt straight As
but,..alhamdulillah . .ta perlu buat XD
kite tengok ramai jugak la yang hampa. .sebab nak sgt tgok aku memalukan dirikan??
haha . .sorry . .mengikut perjanjian . .kite ta salah!!~~~
errrmmmm.... kite na ckp thanx untok sper2 yg doakan kite dpat 8A. .
kite syg korangla XD but tok kwn2 kite yg tadapat tuh . .
relax oke.  .kita dpt ta bermakne kita g pndi dry krg XD
ikut rezeki mseng2 oke:)
mungkin hari nie rezeki kita . .esok lusa siape tahu rezeki krg pulak kan ??
heee. .alhamdulillah lagi sbb kita dpt bgge kat mama n family aku :)

dry upsr 5A n PMR 8A .

aku hrp dpt kekal kan 10A pulak dlm SPM xD
DOAKN KITA OKE  <3